Hi guys and dolls,
for today there will be no beauty review, nail art or look online because I wanted to talk to you about something more personal and kinda serious. I am stopping with my birth control pills for the 2nd time in my life. If you want to know how the first time quitting went, I have made some articles in Dutch a few years ago here 1, 2.
So the reason why I am quitting my birth control pill at the moment is because I can feel how it makes me depressed and sad more and more. Slowly getting back into that negative spiral I mentioned in the last article I wrote about it. I just want to feel happy again and at peace with myself. Not feel rushed, stressed and depressed all the time. And the first step is to stop putting all those chemical hormones in my body which mess up my mind.
Just to be clear, I am NOT quitting because we are planning on having babies anytime soon. I am also NOT quitting because I am working on my acne prone skin again like the last time, because my skin is perfectly fine as it is. (I am actually scared it will flare up again while “de-pilling”.)
I think I will make a few updates as time flies by, sharing all the things I notice while de-pilling. Maybe I will notice the same changes like last time, maybe it’s different. I have no idea how I will feel in about a month or 2. We will see!